I really meant to talk things out with you, want to get to know how you think more, I want to know why would you react like that sometimes, maybe its my fault so I can find out and change for you.

but everything just ends ugly. I hate it. why must you judge me. I really love you and do everything for you, just that sometimes I need to juggle between what is right and what is wrong, its because I want this relationship better for you thats why I would ask you and talk things out with you, to tell you what I think, because thats what you told me to do.

why?